Saturday, September 18, 2010

Loosing myself. "Warning explicit"

I am loosing, lost fucking gone, no formalities, not this time, I will cap it off by saying if you don't want to hear profanity or read this, then simply fuck off, yes, direct to the point, am I sorry for that? no, I'm not. I'm sick and tired of saying sorry, I'm sick and tired of having to explain myself, I'm sick and god damned tired of having to justify, this is face value, this is where things are now and I am not gonna sit here and sand bag it anymore to spare feelings, I have said before my blogs are not forced on anyone, I don't go out there and tell anyone to read the damned things, I don't tell anyone that they have to check into them. Basically, the bottom line here, is all I can say about things right now is fuck it all, I am sick of ignorance, I am sick of people, I am sick of fucking drama, I am sick of carrying shit on my shoulders that I cant god damn carry, I am sick of fucking society telling me what to do, I am sick and tired of people judging my character when they don't even fucking know me,  I am sick and tired of people asking me why I am not social, get a god damned clue people, I'm not fucking social because I see nothing but ignorant, wigger, whore motherfuckers who are supposed to be my peers. I don't give a shit about your "Homies as you call them" or your N($%ers you call your friends despite the fact your a white trash fucking retard and in no way black person. "And yes I am white damint, so don't go calling me a racist" I fucking hate wiggers. Know your place for fucks sakes. Your in your 20's, Stop acting like your a little retarded 16 year old punk.. Why am I single? How about you start fucking respecting your body? how about you stop dressing like a hooker? how about you stop giving people a filthy look for staring a you when you dress like a little tramp, how about you stop talking about how many dudes you have screwed in the last 3 months, how about you stop treating me like a piece of shit for being an ugly motherfucker that I am according to society? how about you act like a god damn human being?. You want me to keep going on the social aspect, you have gotten this far, so obviously you are interested, read on at your own risk cuz I'm on fire, red hot, fucking fire, Ignorant fuckers who think everyone want's to hear their damn voice, Coming home on busses sitting right near eachother who need to take it upon their own ignorant asses to make sure everyone else can hear them and can't even have a conversation with their own friends, despite the fact their sitting on the other side of the damn bus. But screw anyone else, as long as we are free and able to sit here to yell and scream like little children and make everyone elses bus ride a living hell "Then have the nerve to insist maturity because we are in our 20's?"

Little retards on their cell phones who think everyone wants to hear their conversations by yelling and screaming into their phones as if anyone else is supposed to give a flying fuck. Oh and I just love the D.Jays out there who seem to think that everyone wants to hear their retarded music, how they turn what is supposed to be a personal music system into "lets piss everyone off music" by turning it up as loud as humanly possible, "You might as well take the headphones off the system and set up speakers to it" Meanwhile they got their dirty grimy fucking feet up on the seat in front of them, not giving a fuck that someone else may want to sit in it, not giving a shit about anyone but their own damn selves, 12, 13, to 16 year olds you think? no, people who are in their 20's and are supposed to be adults. this is the kind of shit that plagues and clutters my god forsaken mind. and Oh man could I go on about more, but I dont have an eternity here.. I think I've said enough.. This is me pissed off, if you can't handle it, well, then you can't handle me..I try very hard to take people's thoughts into consideration, but not tonight. Society has done nothing but shit the hell on me, so tonight it's my turn to say my piece. Good night.

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